hey guys. It’s cameron. I’m sure alot of you have forgotten who I am… and I don’t blame you. I have been neglecting my tumblr for so long right now. My freakin layout doesnt even work with the present day codes. But I really want to get back on here. Adjusting from being a kid with an image, to being an adult with bills to pay, rent, and living on my own the past 2 years- has been a damper on my creative flow and my internet usage. I hate growing up. I wish I could be a kid again. It all hit me pretty hard in 2011, but I’ve just been making ends meet and living from place to place; room to room. All the time, sketching and brainstorming ideas of what I could be doing.
I’m finally settled in a place I can safely call home. After a year and a half of crazy roomates, shit being stolen, lies being told, reputations built and reputations crushed. I’m doing the best I can, while figuring out how to dodge the bullets that life is throwing at me. I cant seem to party with my friends without losing an iphone, and everytime I lose a phone it sets me back.
I’m not rich, and fabulous. I’m just like you guys.. Someone with a dream with a taste for nice things. I work telecommunications while modeling and doing makeup and performing on the side.. I deal with the consequences of my actions and I learn things day to day. Luckily I’ve found good people to surround myself with that have been there for me that I can be there for till the very end. I struggle however with putting myself out there to the whole world with the ideas I have.. eh
I know I haven’t blogged in a while, but its felt really good to let it out. Much love followers. Stay tuned, expect something by december. love you guys. keep inspiring yourselves!
There’s no better time than now. So many things can happen when you open the door… but you can never have honest relationships with anyone (friends or family) until you come out. I understand some people risk losing everything.. and that’s very sad that they cant be open about who they are. My biggest advice is to just stay safe and only YOU can know when the right time is. With some people the time is chosen for them, and theres nothing you can do to stop it. Hold in there guys
I ask myself the same question
The trillion dollar question. All I can say, is I guess this is what gods plan for me was.
Don’t think of it as an opportunity, think of it as a way to express your creativity. If you’re feeling like you wanna persue the art of female impersonation then go for it. If you’re just wanting to do what your friends think, I urge YOU to think about it. But I say, whatever your dream is, go for it. Don’t let anyone hold you back from expressing yourself. especially if you have an artistic passion in it.
oh :/ I know what its like to be catfished. that’s why it affets me so much when I hear that someones using me to hurt other people for their own selfish gain. I’m sorry that happened to you. you’re not alone
all I wanna do in life is breed those kinds of people. its unfortunate that its the opposite of what you said thats mass breeding and spreading its hate amongst us. thanks for the message !
Life is hard
I guess talk to him and pretend hes me? I dont even know how to react to all the fake profiles of me. I guess If you’re into it, join in the fantasy. if it freaks you out that an old dude is hitting on you, take this message for what it is. I’m sorry this is happening, but I can’t stop it. I’m powerless.
I so totally am NOT